ALL Of my Days

2007-09-28T10:26:00.001-07:00

more breakthroughs (:

2007-05-07T09:41:00.000-07:00

stagnant for 254123565235 days already ! this blog's been turned into total rust after rotting for a few lightyears !

still don't have the mood to update anything , but rest assured , i'll be back !

oh yea , during these few months , my life had undergo ups and downs . ooo yes and i managed to survive , alive and kicking ! currently , things are getting more and more challenging . but i'm sure i'm gonna overcome them cos they actually mean chicken feathers , just that now they seemed to be like huge milestones =x go denise go , jiayou !

i'm desperate for a hongkong vacation =D

2006-10-30T08:11:00.000-08:00

CHICKEN IS CALLING MY NAME !

I AM DESPERATE FOR CHICKEN !

ALL I CAN THINK OF DURING CHINESE PAPER WAS CHICKEN AND NOTHING ELSE !

I COULD SMELL THAT AROMA OF THE CHICKEN AND IF I AM NOT WRONG I THINK I WAS LITERALLY MUNCHING THE CHICKEN IN MY MOUTH !

CHICKEN !!!!!!! COME BACK TO ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =p

i'm the one who wants to be with You
=D

2006-10-24T10:04:00.000-07:00

by popular demand , i'm back blogging here =D haha alright since it's by request i shan't be not updating . alrighty today went out with the ex e6 to study at airport , saw quite alot of my friends haha . i think that's why they always say i have a wide circle of friends . hmm perhaps . haha i need to mention names or else GERALDINE TAN JIE LIN wouldn't be able to see her name here haha . so i'm out with GERALDINE TAN JIE LIN , esther chua jie lin , jovene lee yu ying , tham qi ying , cheng ruo xuan , jeremy ( oops i forget his full name ) , tan yong lun ( is his surname tan ? ) and daryl chua tze jia ( i think it's spelt like this ) haha i don't know why in the world i am writing their full names . oh well . whatever . haha . had a great time with them ! let's chill out more often ! haha =D

so right now o'levels is really really round the corner and i am terrified by the fact of my rate of studying . oh no i wanna do well ! i mean who doesn't want to ? but i sincerely want . but who doesn't sincerely want to ? aiya... contradict . this is my future ya' know . haha yea everyone knows . stuuuupid . eee pui ! aiya I CAN DO IT ! I CAN ! I CAN ! I CAN ! I CAN ! someone please tell me that I CAN DO IT ! preeeeety pleeeease ! =D haha !

i am like prepapring what to do after my o level which is like one month away ! totally cool huh ? haha can't wait for that day ! i have so much to accomplish . the climax ain't shopping , ain't working , ain't graduation night , ain't slack , ain't playing , but SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT !! ! ! ! ! haha no lah , i don't it is , i have better plans in mind . haha go through this tough time and i'll come out of it becoming tougher ! ( not physically but emotionally , mentally , spiritually ! ) haha . so EXCITED . blahblahblah =D

GERALDINE TAN JIE LIN , satisfied with the almost immediate service ? =D

You must be greater in me , let all the rest fade away , draw me closer to You
=D

2006-10-11T23:20:00.000-07:00

countdown TWENTY DAYS more to o'level [ first november ]

i don't wanna be depressed and cry when i take my o level results

i want it to be tears of joy ! =D

goals = this is reality ! xD
english - A2 or above =x
chinese - A1
emaths - A2 or above =x
amaths - B3 or above =x
combine sci ( phy/chem) - B3 or above =x
elective humanes ( geo/ss ) - B3 or above =x
poa - B3 or above =x
art - B3 or above =x

L1R4 - 10 points
L1R5 - 15 and below =D
junior colleuge - tampines
polytechnic - temesak
[ no doubts , distance is a considering factor ] haha =p

haha although for my current results , none of them reflect the goals that i am aiming but i know it is possible ! i mean o level is just ordinary level , at the end of the day i'd just look back and laugh at myself if i couldn't attempt those questions . i am not consoling myself but this is the fact that we should face it . o level as tough as it seems to be , it is still ordinary standard . our human brain can in fact reach to a supreme level that we can't fathom , all in all , o level is peanuts =D well i must really do well to do my parents proud ! =D heehee so either i mug or i die .

laziness can't get the better of me now , at my age now i must be able to have discipline =p hee

2006-09-17T22:42:00.000-07:00

alright i had my emaths paper one and ss paper last week . alright lah , my ss was spot on for the essay , only studied one chapter and it came out ! great ! heehee today we had our chinese and chemistry paper . i totally lost my momemtum to study yesterday , i stare at my freaking book and my freaking book stare back at a beautiful lady ! haha yes i am just joking ! muakaka =D the whole thing goes like this , had chinese paper two today and freaking hell , i couldn't understand a single piece of shit that the chinese paper is saying . all the passage are like so tough can ! i can only understand a quareter of that whole crap ! and i'm sleeping while doing , how do you think i can fare ? well i just hope its not a gone case , at least let me pass... badly ? i just don't like the fact of failing , makes me feel like a failure and a loser ! and then for chemistry , so easy lah ! but then i didn't study lah ! haha okei at least i don't feel bad cos i can answer quite a number but in the end i find out that i made alot of stupid careless mistake . what the shit right ! never mind ! haha

okei thank goodness it's only prelims , if it's o level i'll be dead , a goner ! i just hope that during o level , i won't say aiya never mind , it's just o level . haha NO NEVER ! i won't say this ... if i say this , i might as well go jump building 16858 times ! heehee studying is _____ me ! ( fill in the blanks yourself )

studying is not dreadful , but it's TOUGH !
aiya denise jiayou ! keep moving on ! you don't wanna lose out or else you'll be term a loser for the rest of your life and this sucks ! you better pull up your socks and rock others socks ! no one is born stupid but they're just lazy , just get motivated and be discipline in revising your studies ! once you get over and get done with it , you'll be so FREE till you sian ! haha jiayou !

haha okei i'm done lecturing myself , keep watch over me please ! =D

I SAY THAT I SAID I SAY TO YOU THAT YOU SAY TO ME THAT THEY SAID TO THEM SOMETHING I SAY TO YOU THAT YOU SAID TO THEM = yes it don't make sense =p

2006-09-13T10:05:00.000-07:00

oops... i didn't attend school today . haha cause why ? i self proclaim that it is optional and the reason behind it ? it ain't because i hate attending school or dislike anyone but it is TOTALLY REDUNDANT ! and i emphasize again , it's TOTALLY REDUNDANT ! it's so ridiculous that they school expect us to turn up for school when they don't teach ! wait... i thought supposedly school is a learning hub ? hmm... i guess not now . becuase all the teachers ain't free to entertain us and teach us . what's worst is that none of the graduating students are revising their own work lah ! all of them are talking and making those who wants to study to not be able to concentrate on their self study . so let's conclude that it's ABSOLUTELY USELESS to go school =D and yes , you've guessed it correctly , i'm not going school tomorrow as well , and now i'm just praying that my teachers won't create any nuisance by calling up my home . they are just bored you see and wants to prove to our parents that they are doing work =D that's just my guess... you can don't agree . anyway it's just a guess =D

oh yea i had my english and chinese paper one this monday and i really don't wish to guess what the outcome may be . while doing my papers , i'm like sleeping and doing at the same time . and with a brain that's not functioning properly , to be exact , brain dead . i don't have any creative inspiration to write anything that day and all my ideas are so lame and stupid . toopid ! haha my brains that limitations on that day , whatever i wrote is written down before in somewhere in my paper . which means i'm just repeating my points . aiya never mind , it's over anyway ! pray that i can bluff my way through haha =D

haha i gonna study for only one chapter this prelim for my social studies , i've spotted it and confirm and hundred percent guarantee plus chop plus stamp plus denise's leong signature and thumb print that it will come out ! haha if it didn't come out then i've got nothing to say , cause i'll be dead by then . haha =D i wanna study one chapter for prelim and for o level , my friend did that too , and the one and only chapter she studied came out ! wah that's so shiok right ! it gives you a sense of satisfaction and boost your confidence for the rest of the paper =D i wanna get a boost as well =D haha and i am praying hard that whatever i studied will come out ! WANNA SEE MIRACLES ! =D heehee

mugging ? =D haha you place your bet =D heehee .

mighty to save =D

2006-09-08T12:58:00.000-07:00

It's 4:00 AM in the morning. I can't get to sleep. Chances are because of it's holiday and I ain't sleeping early at all thus causing all these insomnia. Hmm but still I regretted wasting away my days like that... because my days ain't that fruitful. Didn't study as much as I planned it to be. I am utterly disappointed now. But still... life goes on! Come on Denise! Don't give up! Haha! Well, I love food! I love music! I love entertainments! I love dance! I love too many things! I love you!

Actually I'm just finding something to blog cos I have the urge to. It's rare so I better do it unless the urge disappear. Haha!

I'm expecting miracles! =D

2006-08-29T09:09:00.001-07:00

yeah ! ! i'm so so so so so freaking excited ! i am on cloud nine ! i am going to jump off the building 2048497903 times for your information ... oops... i mean i gonna jump over the moon . hey not to count sheep lah ! haha ! but you know what ? ! guess what ? ! i'm like not gonna return to school for anymore of the normal lesson crap thing or anymore of the infocus lame piece of shit from tomorrow onwards ! this means i'm gonna be free from my bleedy school and i can have total control over what time i wish to get out of my lovely bed =D oh GOSH ! i can't believe it , it's like gonna happen real soon all starting from tomorrow and it's like coming ! my dream has finally come true , all my wishes and prayers have finally been accomplished ! i feel so fulfilled ! this has definetly added more life to my life ! i'm getting a LIFE ! =D heehee . cos i really dread and hate going to school , not that i dislike the people or what , but i just simply don't like school . everybody come on and lets pui and boo the school ! i am feeling so ecstatic now ! i'm like you know those cannot sit still feeling ! i'm HIGH ! i can't contain the joy i am experiencing now ! i wanna let it out and SHOUT AND SCREAM ! is this COOL or COOL ! this is indeed COOL BABY ! leeleelaalaalooloo ! haha oh yea hor , before i forget , i better promote another of my dumb creation of another account of multiply ! i also don't know why in the world i will make such stupid things again but who cares . better go check out www.leeleelaalaalooloo.multiply.com or else i'll pinch and punch you ! muakaka ! =D

hmm maybe you might be wondering why i am so HAPPY when i do not have to attend lesson proper and that would mean the start of the killer papers and everything ! but hey... nothing beats not going to school ! nothing beats not having to listen in school and struggling with your mind , body and heart to not fall asleep when your spirit is willing but body is weak ! you must get my mood you know ! i am HAPPY ! shalala ! okei , imagine with me , you're forced to wake up damn early in the morning when your bed is so tempting and keep on calling you to go back and lie there and drop dead there , best of all , ENJOY BEAUTY SLEEP ! as compared to when you're in school , the first thing you go to school is to be greeted by teachers scolding and hurrying you to reach school fast with a stupid black face early in the freaking morning . it's as if i love coming to this lame place , keep on pestering us to run and reach school on time and all the bullshit ! there'll be MORE if you want me to list them down ! i'd rather have control over what time i wanna wake up , who cares about going back to school and have proper lessons during the prelims and for consultation after prelims ? i'm gonna wake up at whatever time i want and study after that =D i mean thats a better study time schedule for me . you need to have the student's best interest in heart =D which means i'm not gonna go back to school anymore except for the exams . haha =D

okei who cares ! bye bye school ! i'll miss you like a total piece of crapload ! haha and i gonna mug for my prelims and o level ! i need alot of catching up woth work and stuff =D i know i can do it cos i have Someone Mighty =D i have major exams but i have a BIGGER GOD =D muakaka =D

i set my clocks early cos i know i'm always late =x

2006-08-29T09:09:00.000-07:00

2006-08-19T22:08:00.000-07:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ... =D

had oral last thursday ! i simply love the examiners cos they're freaking friendly ! they just kept smiling , nope not like idiots but its very nerve calming to me =D i admit screwing up the passage reading of the first paragrahp cos i was damn nervous . no idea why but you only have one chance to prove yourself that you can read aloud out WELL ! however i know that i can't persist on being fearful so i JUST WHACK by ain't being nervous and phew it works ! the oral went rather well as i was somehow really chatting with the examiners in a friend - friend relationship =D and moreover i was the third one taking the oral and of course whatever that i said was considered as unusual and not boring . the topic is about food ! EAT EAT EAT ! i wanna thank God for calming me down =D haha

yeah ! i'm ecstatic that grad night did not clash with my mission trip to HONGKONG ! where i can eat , shop and serve all i want ! haha there'll definitely be a mission trip to HONGKONG ! hoping that kaysee did not make any mistake ! =D haha . so i can happily go for both without any trouble ! =D gotta buck up on my cantonese and learn cantonese cos i'm an cantonese but can't speak . haha .

this few days i'm not even sure if i've been starting on my revision , everywhere i go , people kept asking me but i just couldn't get a reply to them . well perhaps i really have yet start on any revision and damn my prelim is just like around a month away . arghhhhh denise leong seok ting , you gotta pull up your socks and start to MUG like shit ! else you'll get shit from your parents !

life's still as good as previously ! =D
studies don't make life sucks ! =D

2006-08-10T03:57:00.000-07:00

phew...so much has happened . to the extent that i don't know how to phrase it . haha =D

well so just lemme start off with this tuesday , while the rest were having some lameshit National Day Celebration , the rest of us are enjoying beauty sleep at home . okei i didn't pontang cos i feel like it but its because i don't want to merge with tampines primary and form the largest singapore flag together with them , like any other school , we're supoose to wear red or white . and if i'm going , i'd heckingly rebel and wear every other colour except red or white . so wouldn't it be better off if i didn't attend school ? hmm and the answer is obviously a definite YES ! haha okei so i meet my schoolmates to cycle ... erm to name them ...(hold your breath and don't be shocked =D ) they are esther qihan jovene qiying jeremy kingston melvin minghan ruoxuan sernwen zixiang andrew kevin daryl junwei yikai chenchuan junyuan and me , we're there for stupid daryl's birthday . maybe... maybe not ! cos we didn't celebrate at all . haha sorry but happy belated birthday anyway ! =D hmm the twelve of us cycle from tampines , some from pasir ris to east coast park to meet the rest and we cycled to the end of east coast back to tampines . this was definitely a thrilling , funny , exciting , amazing , fulfilling experience for me . i can never imgaine myself doing this . haha in this midst of ten thirty in the morning to seven in the night , hell loads of things happened . injuries to one physical body , injuries to one's bike , healing of bikes , strengthening of one's phyical health , misunderstandings or miscommunication with one another , bonding and understanding of many others , disputes that was left unsettled and some solved , hurts and muscle aches to our body ... haha so many but this day is definitely great . you guys really are great friends ! like we always say " what are friends for ? " =D

haha and of course not , my day don't just end there . my night is still young , meet up with yuyu and meng and had a nice chat with them at our usual hangout , the playground . yea again , life's too happening that somethings happen again . but its okei , we'll always be there for each other . no one can replace the bond we have ! blessed that you girls are in my life =D called jo that night and as usual she will think that i have something to tell her . " i really don't have anything to tell you , just find that without the presence with you with us is weird " but all in all , got to know her more =D haha .

hmm isn't it just so fascinating that all of us are place to have people around us . and they ain't just there for no good reason . everyone is here for a purpose , to love ! treasure your friendship , your family ties before you lose them all . i'm glad that i have people i cherish around me . thanks for creating joy in my life ! =D

i've pondered
=D

2006-08-03T09:28:00.000-07:00

look back and smile

look back and smile at the jokes still funny
look back and smile at the times that we had
look back and not regret

we know we've come this far
we know we've gain much
we love each other as who we are

this bond will ever remain
this bond can never be replace
becuase we build it upon His grace
as we move on to our next phase of life
we know we're still holding on
loving each other
we'll see each other at the end of the race

looking back and smile at ourselves

okei it's dumb , my brain's dead and i ain't using it to connect any neuro connections in my brain haha , i'm not gonna think =D i'll just whack and make it sound strange . haha

- laugh it off =D

2006-08-03T03:42:00.000-07:00

Alright !

now the time has really come ! for me to study ! well really don't wish to make it into plain saying again but no doing . i gotta be discipline ! haha =D yea and how many pathetic weeks are we left to prelim ? i supposed its in bout a month's time ? =D not gonna chiong , but i gonna be consistent ! don't wanna make my life so hard , i'll beat my body and make it my slave so i won't always fall asleep in class . haha , but i don't want to always sleep either , how do you expect someone who's practically dropping dead to continue to open that pathetic eyes and mind to listen in class . i need a rest ! a well deserved rest ! better be catching up with all my loss sleep =D

quite a number of stuff happened in school recently , i forgot almost all already but i still remember the one with the aussie guys or is it the so called hunks for many of our girls in school . well they ain't that hunky after all , but just because they are from aussie thats why it set girls screaming , searching for them to just take a peek at them and taking a photo with them . wah ... sound like some celebrities huh ? haha =D also we had the concert night whereby i didn't attend . but i heard that the atmosphere was rather high , hmm didn't expect our lousy school can manage to bring up the atmosphere . oh then there's alot lah , but i ain't that committed in school stuff so i know nuts bout it , heehee =D and it seem like i'm always talking bout out dated ar k ! i know u all have good social skills =D must help ! =D thanks thanks thanks thanks thanksstuff . blahblahblah , it beats me too . maybe i'm really not that in =D haha

okei enough said . heyyyyy ! babes and hunks out there , come on and tell the world that i'm blogging in this blog and link me here alright ! do me a favour ar k ! yea =D i know u all have a wide circle of friends and great social skills =D must help leh ! thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks =D

leeleelaalaalooloo ~

2006-07-10T09:13:00.000-07:00

before i go enjoy my sleep , today in school i happen to borrow a magazine from my friend , it's the april issue of either teens or teenage or lime or seventeen or eight day . this quote from dawn the blogger happened to caught my eyes . "...all girls have lesbian tendacies... " hmm i was thinking through and i thought that it was true to a certain extent because girls are emotional creatures . however , having a relationship with a girl is in fact a very unhealthy one . i mean guys are specially made for girls and girls for guys . why bother to go through much and get involve with a person of the same sex as you ? =p

well and true enough , alot of my boy friends and girl friends actually thought that i was one that would likely be together with a girl . [ just base on cos i'm always seen around with girls , that doesn't mean i don't like hanging with guys ] but hey , that's why i specially post this entry to clear anymore misunderstandings . i'm a perfectly straight girl and i like guys ! [ people , please do not stumble and fall and there's nothing to get stumbled about ] we're all open minded but there are certain things that cannot be accepted , like gayism and lesbianism , it's like murdering you see . the point here being we're created for the opposite sex , not the same sex ! and also i wanna clear not only misunderstanding to this matter but other thingy as well , regardless of what issue , it's also only right that i apologise =D SORRY ! =X

hence , do not see me as someone strange or a weirdo but rather , my senses are perfectly clear . and also there's nothing wrong with enjoying certain people's presence =D
hey you know what , i love being with guys who like to act gay cause it proves them to be macho , masculine and manly because they have to act being gay . okei , i know it doesn't make much sense but it do make sense to me . well , i guess i'm getting nonsensical and crappy now but i'm not saying lameshit now =X

drops of jupiter
=D

2006-07-10T08:39:00.000-07:00

WAH and finally the world cup fever is over , and my fever for soccer goes down as well . well , like i've always said , i'm only a soccer fanatic one every four years =D but sadly , the world champion is Italy and not France . and to think that i stayed up just to see France truimp over the rest and be the champion but yet , i'm disappointed and upset again . but i'm not that crazy over world cup , so , the most i'll grumble for a few days =D haha . cos of that i'm deprive my beauty sleep but it's okei , four years later , it'll be my beloved brazil winning ! haha okei lah , in fact any team that have handsome guys i would support them . hee =X

but thank God that despite staying up late and watch the thrilling match , today in school i'm not as sleepy and tired as compared to the rest of the days i had more sleep . but still , i felt drowsy a few times but i did manage to struggle to keep myself awake , and hey mind you , today is a long day okei ! i ended school at six and i had english paper two and emaths paper two mock test . and also today i was late for school and my Discipline Master Mr Fathul was so lame lah . after taking down our names and stuff , every level had to line up in two rows and walk round the parade square until he is happy with it . yeah ! after i have no idea how many rounds , we came back and line up again and he wants us to sing the national anthem and the pledge . it was so funny okei , i couldn't stop laughing because the guys are all so crappy ! haha and also they all sing out of tune one ! =p after this post , i'll catch up with my loss sleep and sleep till i'm satisfy . oh shucks , i can't cos there's school tomorrow .

=D
=D

dance with joy
=D

2006-07-09T06:05:00.000-07:00

World Cup Craze ...

okei come on decide ...
France or Italy ?

i would prefer France to win ! haha =D

anyway i don't lead a double life just because i have two blogs =D